Hong Kong 2012
So, I’m back in Hong Kong…after 17 days or so….abroad in: Thailand, Cambodia and Vietnam <3 Amazing amazing AHHHHMAZING places <3.
How do I feel now? I feel like I just came back from a three-day weekend abroad that happened quite frequently last semester. I feel like nothing’s changed—my friends haven’t left me—my courses are still hard as hell—I still don’t feel like studying—there’s “nothing to do.” But, all that’s different. My two bffs that I’ve made here left me. I have to make new friends. My roomie is leaving me… [I still don’t know why, honestly lol. I don’t think I was a bad roommate -___- maybe it was my other roommate…hmmmm]
I’m nervous, again. This time, it’s a lot worse than last semester. I was WILLING to meet new people—new semester, new beginning, more enthusiasm, more courage, more bravery. 2nd semester: lazy, tired, boring, getting old, already have some friends…It takes so much energy to make new friends, I just want to stick to the ones I have—but at that kind of rate, I’ll be really lonely this next semester and I don’t want that :(
So, I have a huge bucketlist to do after I settle down my vacation-oriented brain.
1. Pick up my HSBC card
2. Fill out FAFSA
3. Get an HKID replacement card
4. Get another fucking octopus card
5. Get a Patrick Manson key so I stop getting locked out
6. Get another new student HKU ID
Wow, fuck my life -__________- and no bffs to help me out.
What should I eat tomorrow for breakfast, lunch, dinner? That question was always easily answered when I could call up anyone to eat with. Now that phone list has been cut in half, and I might eat alone for the next 123902802 days until the semester is over. WOO-HOO, go me. -____-
Oh my god, I realized—I’m finally negative about life in a long time. Shit, hope nothing goes TOO downhill from here…